A Wrinkle In Time...

The prompt for this blog is if you could go back in time and change anything that you regret, what would it be...
But I hold strong on the out look of life "no regrets"... I've gotten in trouble before and afterwards told myself that it wasnt worth it and that I regret it, but then in the long run, if you dont make mistakes and screw up every once in awhile then youd never be able to learn from anything...
One thing that I can think of that I would regret is fighting with my mom... My dad isnt in my life, and my older sister has moved away to college, so my mom is basically all that I have, and I never take that for granted. My biggest fear would be her dieing, or something really bad happening to her and I've thought to myself, what if the last words that I spoke to her was when we were fighting? I'd have to live with that for the rest of my life to know that the last time I saw my mom I was mad at her...
I'm not saying that I never get extremely pissed at her to the point where I dont want to see or talk to her, but I've taught myself that I can't hold grudges agianst her, I honestly can't stay mad at her for more than, probably a day. I'm lucky that I get along with her so well, shes one of my bestfriends, and I can tell her everything, well, mostly everything, and I'm very thankful for that. Its basically like, if everyone in my life shut me out but my Mom, if I had only her to lean on, I think I'd be just fine...