If I could come up with a movie or a tv show about my life it would consist of me, my mom, and my sister, because thats ideally how I'd like ourhouse hold to be. I'm obviously not very fond of my step dad, at all.
But the show would be about a single mom, raising two daughters and dealing with the daily struggles and drama that they bring. I'd want her to independently make her own money and be financially stable enough to support herself and us.
I'd want to live in a little house in Alton Illinois, because I think its really pretty there by the river and the old victorian houses are the style that my mom likes.
Friday, April 18, 2008
Ideal Mate.
The biggest aspect of a relationship to me is trust. If you don't have trust you dont have much of anything...
But there's a lot more to a relationship than just trust, I look for a lot in guys, and most of them end up being immature and stupid to me, which is why I never have one.
I'm a pretty independent person to began with, so all of the commitment that you have to put fourth to a relationship is just challanging for me, I guess.
I'd much rather just be able to do whatever I want, whenever I want without having to deal with what my boyfriend wants me to do, cause I'm not really into the whole asking permission to do something, or staying at home just because I know that my boyfriend would be mad at me for going out without him... I think that that is just stupid.
So basically, I want to come across a guy who is very fun and easy going. I love to have a good time, so I'd want someone that I can have fun with, and be myself around.
But untill he comes along, I'm perfectly fine being single.. and doing what I want.... :)
But there's a lot more to a relationship than just trust, I look for a lot in guys, and most of them end up being immature and stupid to me, which is why I never have one.
I'm a pretty independent person to began with, so all of the commitment that you have to put fourth to a relationship is just challanging for me, I guess.
I'd much rather just be able to do whatever I want, whenever I want without having to deal with what my boyfriend wants me to do, cause I'm not really into the whole asking permission to do something, or staying at home just because I know that my boyfriend would be mad at me for going out without him... I think that that is just stupid.
So basically, I want to come across a guy who is very fun and easy going. I love to have a good time, so I'd want someone that I can have fun with, and be myself around.
But untill he comes along, I'm perfectly fine being single.. and doing what I want.... :)
Friday, April 4, 2008
A Wrinkle In Time...
The prompt for this blog is if you could go back in time and change anything that you regret, what would it be...
But I hold strong on the out look of life "no regrets"... I've gotten in trouble before and afterwards told myself that it wasnt worth it and that I regret it, but then in the long run, if you dont make mistakes and screw up every once in awhile then youd never be able to learn from anything...
One thing that I can think of that I would regret is fighting with my mom... My dad isnt in my life, and my older sister has moved away to college, so my mom is basically all that I have, and I never take that for granted. My biggest fear would be her dieing, or something really bad happening to her and I've thought to myself, what if the last words that I spoke to her was when we were fighting? I'd have to live with that for the rest of my life to know that the last time I saw my mom I was mad at her...
I'm not saying that I never get extremely pissed at her to the point where I dont want to see or talk to her, but I've taught myself that I can't hold grudges agianst her, I honestly can't stay mad at her for more than, probably a day. I'm lucky that I get along with her so well, shes one of my bestfriends, and I can tell her everything, well, mostly everything, and I'm very thankful for that. Its basically like, if everyone in my life shut me out but my Mom, if I had only her to lean on, I think I'd be just fine...
But I hold strong on the out look of life "no regrets"... I've gotten in trouble before and afterwards told myself that it wasnt worth it and that I regret it, but then in the long run, if you dont make mistakes and screw up every once in awhile then youd never be able to learn from anything...
One thing that I can think of that I would regret is fighting with my mom... My dad isnt in my life, and my older sister has moved away to college, so my mom is basically all that I have, and I never take that for granted. My biggest fear would be her dieing, or something really bad happening to her and I've thought to myself, what if the last words that I spoke to her was when we were fighting? I'd have to live with that for the rest of my life to know that the last time I saw my mom I was mad at her...
I'm not saying that I never get extremely pissed at her to the point where I dont want to see or talk to her, but I've taught myself that I can't hold grudges agianst her, I honestly can't stay mad at her for more than, probably a day. I'm lucky that I get along with her so well, shes one of my bestfriends, and I can tell her everything, well, mostly everything, and I'm very thankful for that. Its basically like, if everyone in my life shut me out but my Mom, if I had only her to lean on, I think I'd be just fine...
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